mummy birthday

29th of dec, my mummy b'day...hehe
at first we planed to go eat mam mam and celebrate but my bro is going back to kl...*ish ruined my big meal* so we ended up with a simple celebration at home...

present from me?? thought wan to buy something but again no car...damn!! so again i made her a card...but i did one mistake by choosing green color as the base which make the card look like a hari raya card....hahahhhaha my bad my bad...^^

the cake of the night...^^ quite nice..yum yum


happy b'day to u...happy b'day to u...happy b'day to my mama...happy b'dayyyyyyyy to UUUU!!




hehe my parents..they look so happy...love both of u muchhi muchhi....

once again wish u a happy birthday mum and hope u stay happy and healthy always..muacks

C.A.G.E.D

i was so bored arghhhhhhhhhhhh........life with no car suck to the max...i'm like a bird in a open cage but my wings are tied up... wanted to fly so badly but just can't do it...ish ish ish... when only my mum's car can be discharge from the hospital...T.T

so what i was doing ???
- wake up
- eat
- sleep
- watch drama * finished all my drama..T.T*
- sleep
- eat
- and THINK!!!!!

i have no life....why?..why?...why?
i'm so bored i don't even wanted to blog...hahahaa...
but its ok la...at least i can have a nice rest before welcoming 2009... wohoo wohoo is 2009 already...and i'm old...damn damn damn..

ok back to the thinking part...i'm actually thinking of cutting my hair...should be done by now if i have that car...T.T haizzzzzzzzzz .. my plan is to look different before going back to coll...but now guess the only choice is stick to the old me...T.T....and delayed it until CNY...kekekeke

second thing that keep poping out in my mind is about my future...too much to think and too much to decide...which i seriously hate thinking about it so much...but i have too come up with a decision soon...but but still got some time so........................ lets forget about all the problems and



CELEBRATE NEW YEAR....

VIVIAN ME MYSELF IS WISHING ALL MY FRIENDS AND LOVED ONE..A GREAT HAPPY NEW YEAR...AND WISH 2009 IS A GREAT YEAR FOR ALL OF US...!!! LOVE YA

down down down we go...

Dunno why lately i'm so unlucky...i guess is my time to get abit down after all the up...sigh
since 23rd of dec, my mum get into a little accident...things starting to go down..

All the plan i've planned didn't happen and things that i never plan keep popping out.. sigh dunno what to do...just hope all the unhappy things pass faster ...^^

My feelings are quite messy and complicated...moody and moody....tonight again another moody night ....

i need hunggie....^^

random...

yesterday was a fun day yet so tired...i start my day with only 2 hour slept..OMG!! my insomnia problem is getting more and more serious..maybe its time to try some sleeping pills..
or anyone of u have any good idea to make someone sleepy??..

Morning...sunshine sunshine
woke up at 9am...straight to redbox with bunch of old friends...jelin, lili, liwen, maymay and jitkim. having cough can't sing...T.T saddddddddddddd... but overall quite fun..

Afternoon...tired tired
continue my shopping, wanted to buy some x'mas gift but no luck again..sigh.. but i saw someting rare...



yes it is...POWER RANGERS...muahahhahhaa...i dunno why i'm excited bout it..kakkaa..i was jumping up and down there like a kiddo..and ah b ignore me..T.T swt =.=....^^ continue walking and walking and went back at 5pm...i'm so tired i feel like dying...i drop like a dead body by the time i reach my bed...

Night....
woke up after my little nap and straight to my best fren chai chai sister wedding..ntg much happen coz she was so busy snapping photo but it was nice to meet up wit her..miss her so muchhh.....seriously i came back quite energectic so weird..

and its time to so " tang yuan"..kekek i wan do purple and orange one...but papa dun give..T.T colorful better ma..rite?

happy 冬至 everyone( dunno called what in eng) ,XOxo

Dilemma

me vs parents

lately my parents keep forcing me to do things that i really don't like, really really don't like. but to them as usual is all for my own good. i did once because wanted to make them happy but seriously i don't feel happy or nice doing it.

so what should i choose?...keep doing it to make them happy but sacrifice my own happiness? bare in mind that is a long term decision so i may be hook up in this for the coming years.

solution 1 - discuss with them
FAILED - they still think is good for me and i'm so stupid not doing it. and they still not happy about my decision

solution 2 - keep talking to make them understand
FAILED - my mum will go on with her lecture and said that they want me to do something also i cannot ...T.T and things become more ugly..




so now the dilemma comes in the picture, how should i choose??
if you're in my shoe what is your pick??
pls enlighten me..XOxo

freedom

life is so boring after i came back from kl, thanks to the germs i collected there but TODAY....
freedom...at last..!!!!!!
i have been staying in my warm little nest for for ...so lonGGGG that there's even spider web all around me...kekee

*consequences of boring*



after saving my energy for a whole week and desperately wanted some fast foods melts in my mouth ...i went shopping wit ah b...where else but that only QB...

* before going out...^^*


so he picked me up around 6pm and straight to * ma tong tong* mcd if you dun understand..kaka i finally tasted some fries and burger...wahhaha...the moment i put that fries in my mouth, it explode BOOM!!! and the oily potatoes mix with the salt melted in my mouth...oh god i love my life...* i know is too much =)* although i love it so much i can't even finish the fries, burger nor the drinks..T.T mayb my appetite still not yet fully recover..

p.s don't ever try to tell me bout the fats nor how bad is fast food...doesn't work for me...^^

after that, as usual is shopping time!!!!...dunno why ah b is so into polo tee nowadays so we stop by padini and kekeke..



*i might fall in love with green...*

sadly we din buy this but ended up buying another one that makes both of us regret ..T.T *cheated by padini* ish ish ish
guess today shopping fairy didn't sprinkle the magic powder on us...nvm as ppl said every failure make us closer to success

so i'm looking forward to next shopping attempt..!!!

shopping fever is on...XOxo

i Love simple...

ok, well first n foremost i'm a emo fag...so u can predict all my post mostly will be emo unless my life is so perfect i wanna kiss everyone...hehehe

ok enough crap, recently my life is like riding a roller coaster with a spoilt track and i'm hanging up and down in the sky...* drama queen blek i noe*..so i did wat i'm good at...THINK..and keep thinking so i wanna share abit bout my new found motto..

SIMPLE...simple is what i need in my life now and only that will save me. Save me? from wat?...hmm have u ever think that there's a little notty beast in our mind that always stir things up and turns a simple thing into a complicated thing? * guess ur reaction is like WAT???*^^

but to me,things always start in such a simple way, friendship... it starts with a simple smile and it grew into a laugh , so simple and so nice, but then things started to get complicated? the laughter slowly fades away and things will never be the same again. ?WHY
WHY?? it had to turn complicated?...can't it just stay simple as how it was? or is just our human nature to make things complicated?..

i specially dedicated this post to all my lovely friends and to those who have left some footstep in my heart, i wish that we all can stay the way we are or we used to be and remain it as simple as we can.


spread the love , XOxo